a transition. a change. a reform.
some pain, some joy, some rest.
forward momentum, hollow soul, wishful thoughts
frail scaffolding. vain suffering. blind pride
ears ringing, pleasure absent, chores galore
meditated isolation. weak links. silicon dreams.
doomed future. numb desires. aching identity.
split self, trickled opportunities, washed potential.
new days, shining sun, blinding light
torn flesh. forceful push. agonizing days.
reckless moves. forced self. boasting speed.
calculated risk, perceived agency, shiny feelings
old thoughts, known enemies, lost battles
bloody kneeling. decomposed head. surrendered ideals.
abandonment shadowing the burn of who i thought could be.