scrambled head

scrambled head,
oh so full of pain
always aching.

why like this?
isn't time cruel enough?
the scars still cry

scrambled head,
floaty and confused
always lost.

every day is torture,
years passing by so quick
a mere bystander

scrambled head,
always drugged to function
will it ever rest?

scrambled head,
loud and noisy
scrambled head,
stupid and insecure
scrambled head,
it'll never be correct