agony of living

everyone says, the grass grows green.
my meds blow a wind that sways my days
oh.. another week is gone, farewell.

help me, meds
my head is upset.
take a deep breath
try not to tear.

keep oneself busy, always grow
that's what everyone does.
some good rest will fix you,
or so everyone says.

how do i rest from my head,
from a tired soul,
with a broken body?
noone knows. but keep living.

i can close my eyes and shut my brain
but there's a fire in my head, it hurts
i'm broken. silent tears fill my dreams
is there still time to feel alive?

help me, meds
i can't stop this
my head hurts
and i can't sleep

maybe the grass here is beyond saving.
no chemicals sit right in my brain.
oh.. my life is gone, goodbye.